Randomness In the Middle of the Night

I woke up in the middle of the night and tons of thoughts were running through my brain.  Although I’m not a full functioning Facebooker (I only post quotes, inspirational messages and random photos) I felt the need to post my thoughts there.  I thought I’d share them here as well…..

You never really know someone’s complete story. The story behind their determination and apparent happiness. The same story that explains the pain and sadness you see in their eyes. Even though I’ve been guilty of doing this in the past…I now make it a point to refrain from judging others by what I see on the exterior. I know first hand how it feels …to be misunderstood and constantly put in to a box that I don’t fit in based on other people’s random assumptions and perceptions of me. I found it exhausting trying to prove that I’m a kind person with good intentions and a pure heart; so I stopped. At the end of the day I have one person to please and that just so happens to be the only person whose judgment and opinion really matters. My story and my past will forever be a part of who I am, but never more will it define who I am today. From now on it will be used as a testimony and stepping stone to help me become the person I strive to be. Never judge my book by its cover because even the smallest star shines bright in the darkness. Word.

-V

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From boxing to busing

 

"Try your best to find me in the crowd...I know it's hard but you can do it!"

 

I’m five days in to training at the “Plan B”  gym and made the decision to train solely in Western Boxing. In regard to Muay Thai I think I heard the echo of Teddy P telling me “I think ya betta let it go….let it goooo!” So the need to “master” that skill is now laid to rest in a nice plot with an engraved headstone, some nice flowers, and a final prayer has been said.  Moving along…  Continue reading

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Taking the good with the bad

 

I had a pretty cool evening yesterday.  I was given an impromptu tour around the island and finally got to stick my feet in the ocean and feel the breeze from up high.  It’s pretty amazing how a large and powerful body of water has such a calming effect. I ended my night enjoying a good dinner while looking over a cliff and being screamed at by wild and begging stray cats.  Continue reading

Thinking of a master plan…

My initial purpose for coming to Phuket was to check one item off of my list that has been on said list for well over two years.  “Must lose 30lbs!”.  It’s not so much the number I’m concerned about.  It’s more of a want and lightweight dire need to get back in shape and be happy with the body that I see in the mirror. (I know all the men are reading this and rolling their eyes.) Continue reading

Hardcore Biker Chick…..or not

My weekend started off pretty slow and dry.  I had gotten so bored sitting in my room this weekend that I started to count the stains on the walls.  I figured that was probably the step right before being “bored to tears” so on Sunday I broke down and rented a scooter.  Continue reading

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Wild Kingdom

My few days in Chalong have been quite interesting and a little bit boring to be honest.  I’ve been beat up by a toddler, a 3 foot grown man, and I wake up every day at 3am to the loud screaming crowing of the tribe of roosters that live outside my door.  But I don’t think any of that tops the night I had on Friday. Continue reading

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Doubled Ova

Anyone that knows me is completely aware that boxing is my favorite sport. I’m not one of those chicks that goes over peoples house to watch the fight and drinks and socializes instead of watching. I’m the girl sitting ring side at the fight or purchasing the fight..inviting noone over and not answering my phone until the main event is finished. Continue reading

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Locked up…they won’t let me out

The flight in to Phuket was a cross between a foreign porno and a xanax. I sat next to a young japanese couple who damn near made a baby during the one hour flight.  Just imagine a lot of panting, skin sucking, and giggling for 60 loooooong minutes 😐  I’m quite sure I threw up in my mouth at least 3 times during the flight.
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